if those voices are finally gone.
I know what I did was, unprecedented
but I thought
That this was something that needed to be done.
To address what went awry in the beginning
And went inevitably downhill afterward.
In order to safely enter a continued phase of rebirth.
So there is no right or wrong I finally reasoned
As the nurse rolled the food tray forward.
Looking at the sky outside the window
And away from the cops I realised
That all that I have done
That all that I have said
Was but that of an aspirant
Traveling this crazy surreal wilderness
In the neverending pursuit for power.