Monday, 27 December 2010

░▒▓█ Quality drops when love is rushed.

Cheap love. Something that I kindof feel. Just like those poor-quality furniture that are being mass-produced nowadays to meet the new consumer expectations like low cost and take-and-go I think a rushed message response to an intellectual girl with an intense two-cents coverage on every detail in turn just to look superficially complete and save some time will appear insincere, cheapen intellectualism, cultivate disgust and hurt feelings and devalue the relationship bringing unnecessary jeopardy into it.

Tuesday, 21 December 2010

░▒▓█ My Mind is Made Up

Upon realisation I told the weakened and discouraged award presenter recently on hearing his broken dream that even if there aren't anybody who supports or believes in me I will still do the things that I like doing to the end. And that mysterious something I have not yet found. My way.




Running unendingly forward, as the comet touches down to the far horizon:

Wednesday, 15 December 2010

░▒▓█ "They will make sure the public will lose"

I saw something of interest recently on YouTube. I didn't bother about the video, his face or whatever he's saying, because his video description was what I read first and what I thought was striking other than the title, and I believe it was just as striking enough to ignore everything else I felt was mere probing and guessing:

Overview - a gold strategy

Say a retired couple has say $200k in savings, $40k in fixed income and house paid off.

$100k silver, $100k gold

If dollar gets smashed, that $200k will skyrocket and their retirement saved
If gold and/or silver get smashed, they still have $40k to live off of, plus their reduced PM value

Goes without saying that mob empowerment especially by their system is their worst nightmare. This is an excellent piece illustrating a probability scenario on the terms of the layman and it highlighted what I thought all along - that all theories and speculations are useless because the inescapable truth is you have to make a definite non-dual decision at the end of the day and see whether you are right or not. I say this also because I think people are trying very hard to rationalise everything and be right, or to sound right most of the time, hoping they could make all the informed decisions and the educated guesses* along the way so even if things go wrong regardless and they actually destroyed their lives with their own hands they can then have some form of an excuse to pass the buck around and still not look so stupid.

*An educated guess however educated, is still a guess.

░▒▓█ Girls Are People Too

Nobody said they aren't as far as I could remember, and hmm "respect women of all ages"... this is a novelty concept I admit but I would like to stress once again that respect has to be earned, women and elderly included.

░▒▓█ Careless expenditure

Yes, if you continue to eat, I believe you will be a very big man. ok That was a cheap shot, but my point is just have fun, get high, get drunk, fight someone, fuck someone, you'll see when your older, you wasted life sober---Joseph Collins, that's me!

Hope suicide is not your next little move after managing all of the above (and justifying the need for law and institutions like I said earlier) LOL.


Monday, 13 December 2010

░▒▓█ I saw some angels today

As I was making my way up and the Sun and its light shone periodically at my face and I smiled in it.

The little stars, when they saw me on the opposite side of the road were feeling shy and were hanging their heads low, or tried to look away. It was then that I resolved before the beautiful sunrise to guide them and to care for them.

Saturday, 4 December 2010

░▒▓█ Received Gallop Racer in the mail!!!

Yes the first game. And it happened this morning. What a beautiful way to start the day!!! This friendly postwoman who would do almost anything for me showed up knocking on my door. With a mysterious parcel. What a surprise.

After making small talk and then waving her goodbye I quickly got down to making the opening. And there it is from all the newspapers and styrofoam - my very own factory-sealed IMPORT copy of the earliest Gallop Racer game for the Sony PlayStation.

My wish has finally come true, and I feel extremely grateful. It's as if I'm a soccer team player in the grand finals, and enduring a long, relentless fight we were greatly surprised to see that it was all over and we actually won the World Cup.

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Drowning in the cheers and cries of the feverish crowd amid the confetti shower we were all overjoyed, and some of us were even crying in consequence.

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This victorious feeling is simply beyond all human language.

Wednesday, 1 December 2010

░▒▓█ This is good (you'd know why).


I was able to beat Akuma in Super Turbo with Classic Balrog (the one without the Super Bar from the original Super Street Fighter II). And this time it was abit different because it was before those elderly nerds. I was sitting in between them and the competition was light so we all just played Super Turbo in our chosen machines against the computer. And I saw them both lose to Akuma prior (they put in a second token). Oh, and one of them was the chink who used Original Ken I talked about, and the other switches between Chun-Li and DeeJay - both of whom I have also defeated.


I want to win against Akuma, with Classic Balrog, but now since winning against him is not so much of a problem to me, I begin to raise the bar on myself to collect as many total wins - which means with no lost rounds to Akuma - as I could. Humans are naturally progressive creatures I think. And it started favourably with a Double Perfect on my first opponent that is Ken. I didn't take a picture as I didn't want to look to showy and distracting even to myself and all - but it happened. In the same way as I had taught in my demonstration video on Hardest on YouTube that some of you may have seen before.

On the first round I felt a bit lucky as I was breathless in a near-death experience due to the overly intense nature of the fight but we (my Balrog and the AI's Akuma) were kinda able to mix it up for my win. I even felt in all humility that he gave it to me despite my hard work and


On the second round it was getting exciting as the big question popped in my head - can you do it? I always feel that way whenever he was about to give way and it was just one more punch to make the win and the history. Thankfully I managed to compose myself and in a calm and steady fashion I... delivered the final blow when the situation called for it. Both rounds nicely snatched.

Needless to say they both saw it, and my enthusiastic recording from my cell phone in response. But I tried to make it brief, because being too boastful in front of the elderly, just isn't very nice even though I seem to possess the skill and knowledge to reach my personal goal. They expressed a little surprise with their eyes, but remained expressionless as they went on with their game after I entered my initials.

Fool on my left:


Idiot on my right:


It wasn't their lucky day obviously. They were also pretty clueless before Akuma and had their asses nicely handed back to them.

And I think that ugly and worthless Third World shoto chink with his schoolbag who plays only the Zero and EX series with Ryu and its derivatives (I saw it was Sakura tonight but as expected he uselessly lost to the AI Rose in a five-round bout which I have a picture of - what a failure) who walked past was sour too haha. All the more power to me.


Rose's Wondrous Combo.


Oooh it's a finish!


No no no. The worthless faggot in standard mode actually gets creamed by the AI.


I looked at their scores with these other baby characters. They were high (like the one on my left that I showed you earlier), higher than mine like I care, and they were probably also partly raked up by those countless mindless versus wins, but for some reason, in 95% of the matches I witnessed these supposedly more-experienced people play they just don't seem to be able to reach Akuma that often. It's mostly M. Bison and some of them even have trouble with him. Let alone in the rare times in their lives when they reach Akuma - only to be confused and be soundly walloped for free.

It also looks like I am the one who knows the actual prerequisites after all. Super Street Fighter II Turbo is unexpectedly the game in which I can manage BOTH the hardest difficulty AI and the human competition almost as well. I'm quite satisfied, especially when it looks like most people who are involved in fighting games could handle only either one or the other. To think I hated, and I still hate this game compared to its predecessor though it's not too strong like before. Life's paradoxes are amusing.



I'm sorry I did all three.